lazy...

Sometimes I am very lazy.
I used to surf people's blogs once in a while.
I used to blog at first to improve my english.
I wish to express my inner feelings in english, yet

I AM LAZY.....

Give me some time...

Beloved Family

Every time when I feel unhappy and depressed, I miss my family so much.
Since I was small, I couldn't feel mom's love to us.Mom just did her task very well,she cooked well.She criticized a lot and seldom gave us encouragement.Her demands were high. I felt I was borned to have my own character.My younger brother and I stayed with parents during my teenage life.However,my younger brother was totally different from me.He was very hot-tempered and reluctant to accept people's advice. He was not afraid of mom.He dared to scold back mom.I was always soft.When mom said no,I followed. I remember, I did not listen to her one time,she stared at me.So harsh... I felt so hurt. In my memory, I was used to be a good daughter.

When I entered university,mom began to change to a better way,yet not much difference. She was stubborn and emotional. Yet she was a fantastic cook. I learn to care for her. I learn to be more independent. I can always go to any place alone. I do not afraid of any dangers that might happen on me. Although I didnt really feel the love from my mom during teenage life, i knew that God loves me.

Now, I am away from my family. Just don't know why.Every time when I was depressed, i missed them so much.Maybe is because whatever unhappy things happen on me, I know that I am not alone.I still have my family.

No matter what circumstances, I love my family with all my hearts...

Evil thoughts

Evil thoughts...
Hate evil thoughts,yet I couldn't realise that they are dwelling in me...
Evil thoughts form me into a different person.
Evil thoughts are liers. They trick you and play fool of you...

Anyway,glad that I have won them!
Free yourself from evil thoughts,
Happiness is waiting for you ...

I love to spread love, go away from me, evil thoughts!!!!
haha...

Excited!!

This is my English blog.Finally I got it.
From now onwards, I will blog here occasionally to share my dreams, memories, stories and thoughts. Of course, using English.
I shall brush up on my English for my new kickstart.
I agree with my uncle that "life is never easy".
Well, definitely! Anyhow, we can design and decide our own lives!
For me, I still have two more years to go before i graduate.
I shall open up my mind to learn about people and life.
Life is not a bed of roses but it is interesting.